Today is her birthday. I somehow forgot and many thanks to Facebook, keep on reminding people like me (what a forgetful person I am!) to wish her birthday wishes. So, it is just a simple wish from me to her.. through facebook. She replied, said thanks. Our conversation ended. That was our first conversation after quite many months not talking to each other.. or years?
We were good friends before. Its was me, her, A, Ma and S.. good friend.. good time.. Me and her were friends not for a short time.. it was around 7 years of time. We were in the same class for 4 years, we also did many activities together.. we helped each other and sometimes we spent at someone's house a night together.. Until one day, she approached me her MLM business and it was a big mistake, I joined because of the trust - trust as a good friend. Our relationship was gradually changed after that, from a good friend relationship to upline-downline relationship - honestly this is something that I really hate to accept. After 3 years involved in that harami business, I realized it is a kind of business that full with syubhah and I decided to quit from the system, which is means I am no longer involve in recruiting downlines, training, night meetings, no more push from uplines and no more "business commission". The decision is not for temporary but forever.
The day I quitted the business was also the day we stopped talking to each other. I don't know what were stopping us to talk to each other.. maybe all this while, we were friends only because of that thing. Maybe its me who over-appreciate our friendship. Maybe for her, I am nothing now .. no longer with that organization, so we no longer friends..
Hahaha.. feel that I am too emotional.. Yes, friends, relatives, assets, money.. everything... are all temporary. God knows whats best for me.. and I am thankful to Him of what and where I am now..
Well, sometimes I missed the moment with her... thats the thing I could not deny
Happy birthday M..
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